"I'm (not) scared."

 I hope this makes you stronger,
You're the best friend that I ever had,
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,
Just remember that you meant everything to me

Staring at my food but I can not eat it, Laying in my bed but I am not sleeping, Crying in my room and I keep it top secret, Because people tell me they care but they do not mean it.

She even tried to overdose and take her life away. She's feeling hopeless there just sitting down beside her bed (...) scars that bury deep within her wrists (...) She says this way she has control of the pain she feels inside